chronic illness, Productivity, Work tools

Laptop-typing troubles? My recommendation roundup.

 

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the PWR+ laptop stand.

Yesterday, my constantly-laptop-typing writer friend sent me an email – she had started to feel pain in her hands and arms and was growing alarmed that it might be the beginnings of a repetitive stress injury like the ones I had suffered. Had I ever felt her particular type of pain? Not exactly. But mine was similar enough that I felt compelled to swoop in with recommendations. After nearly two years with vaguely-diagnosable yet completely debilitating pains, I feel like something of an expert. You need a doctor? A physical therapist? An occupational therapist? An acupuncturist who takes insurance? A chiropractor? I can shuffle my stack of medical business cards like a Vegas magician: were you thinking of a massage therapist who also knows reiki? My audience volunteer gasps, YES, I do need one of those!

 

Where was I? Oh yes. So I resisted the urge to send this friend a 10,000 word email listing everything I have tried for my injuries. Instead, I will share them with you. I guess it would only be fair for me to forward her the link as well, since she inspired this post.

DISCLAIMER: I am NOT a doctor (insert testimonial about consulting your doctor…I am not legally responsible for what happens to you after reading this). I am, however, an informed consumer, so allow me to share some of my favorite tools with you. Oh, and I am not getting any commission here – these are actually the things I use.

ERGONOMICS

  • A laptop stand. Mine has three adjustable hinges and an adorable, removable mouse stand. It can be used as a standing desk, a keyboard rest for an existing monitor setup, or as a monitor stand. Plus it folds! And it weighs only 3.9 pounds!
  • An ergonomic split keyboard. I use the Microsoft Sculpt one with a detached keypad to activate a calculator on your screen. It keeps your arms parallel to  reduce strain on forearm muscles.
  • A decent wireless mouseI use the Logitech M185. I also have the Logitech wireless touchpad, which is like a larger version of the laptop trackpad. It’s good for navigating and zooming but less good for graphic work. I’m considering a vertical mouse, but haven’t made the leap yet.
  • A bean bag wrist wrest. I use the Ergo beads wrist rest to keep my wrists in perfect position for mousing.
  • An memory foam ass pad. Yes, I said ass pad. I have this chair pad. If you must sit at all, this will make it less hurty.

BRACES

  • I was slouching all over the place until I got a back brace. Fatigue can result in sloppy slouches. It is not ideal to use a brace instead of core strength, but the Shark Tank-featured BetterBack brace is really great for this.
  • Wrist splints. I wear these at night to prevent numb hands in the morning. It’s not exactly sexy, but neither is not being able to move your hands.

MUSCLE RELIEF

  • A neck heating pad. OMG. I cannot say enough about this. I got one as a gift from a coworker two years ago and have been using it every day since. I warm my neck up in the morning and again at night before doing my stretches. If you’re particularly crafty, as my mother is, you could make one from cherry pits (she actually bought a barrel of these). The one she gave me smells so good and gives off moist warmth. I overheated a burn hole it in the microwave one day, but salvaged the cherries and sewed a new one.
  • A peanut roller. What? It’s basically two lacrosse balls joined like a mini barbell. I roll it over my hands and forearms after typing for too long.
  • A foam roller. I use this every morning – it’s a packable size and less squishy then the fat pool noodle foam ones.  It offers a satisfying crack and pop as I roll my back over it

BOOK

  • Deskbound book . This one was recommended to me by my physical therapist. It’s a textbook, but written so lay people can understand it. If you’re looking for exercises to build or stretch those muscles after desk work, it is definitely worth the investment.

I hope these help! If you have any other go-to tools, send them my way!

chronic illness

Being unremarkable

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The cat stays in the picture.

I’ve been spending a lot of time thinking about my hands lately. Until now, my latest problem was some kind of muscular problem at the base of my thumb that doesn’t fit any singular diagnosis. After three more months of weekly occupational therapy and twenty minutes a day of hand, finger, and wrist-strengthening exercises, I can go for longer periods using my hands without pain. This is definitely progress. I also don’t type all day anymore, which definitely helps.

Now I have a new ailment to add to my keychain of pain: a knobby swelling of the knuckle on the middle finger on my left hand which feels a lot like osteoarthritis. According to the  radiologist’s report, my X-rays are “unremarkable.” Not even worth talking about. Hmph. All I know is that I wake up every morning feeling swollen and looking freakishly inflamed, like I have a bunion on my finger. Could it still be arthritis, but just not show up on the x-ray? I feel like all of the problems I’ve had with my hands and arms have been this way: not-quite carpal tunnel, not-quite tendinitis, not-quite pinched nerves. Not-quite legitimate.  

I have become quite the complainer.

Regardless of the (lack of) diagnosis, we still have to treat the symptoms. In the world of OT, that means more splints. I got a turquoise neoprene finger sleeve to wear at night (I imagine a factory somewhere where workers decapitate gloves, sending the resulting fingerless remnants to weightlifters). When my pain didn’t subside, she made a(nother) custom splint ($230 billed to Blue Cross), shaped like an old 110-film canister, that imprisons my middle finger between its two adjacent fingers. This is supposed to keep me from overextending it. Instead, it mainly restricts my ability to use my left hand and cuts off the circulation to my pointer finger.

My problem, they all say, is that I’m hypermobile. Allegedly my joints are very flexible and I can hold myself in unhealthy postures to compensate for muscle weakness and bad posture, even in my hands. Giving me a splint usually means that my body will just create a workaround that will do even more damage. And so, the cycle continues.

It’s kind of funny that my body is set up to unwittingly sabotage my progress. Every time I go to the OT “gym” (where the hardest exercises include picking pennies hidden in of a huge blob of putty), I feel like I am being reprimanded for my hyperflexibility. There’s probably a metaphor in there somewhere. Am I bending to meet everyone else’s needs, instead of making myself stronger?

Hmph.

My story

Here’s my story.

desk-new-2For years, I was perfectly fine with the double life of an office-worker-by-day and artist and student by night. When my hands, wrists, neck and back all went on strike and I lost my ability to type, to write, or to draw, I felt completely useless. I was in constant pain and I blamed myself for not getting better. Maybe this was more than just a physical issue, I wondered. Is it work itself that’s making me unhappy? After a year of deliberation, I made a radical change.

I quit my job.

That’s right. I ended up becoming so obsessed with the idea of sustainable, meaningful work that I actually left my job to study it. As my body began to heal, I asked other women about their work lives, and heard stories of otherwise high-achieving women who were happy enough, but who had this other thing that they really wanted to do. In some cases, it was a creative side project; in others, it was a complete career overhaul. I suddenly realized: these are the people I need to serve.

Keep scrolling to hear about my process.